See n Why!

So this year's chinese new year was kinda short.. had the stupid summer school exam.. CNY on weekends and then exam on MONDAY! MONDAYY!! can u believe that?! effing MONDAY man!!!

well did my best and hope it all goess well.. :D

anyways here are some shots from the CNY.. using my new Sony A55.. with external flash thanks to Deva.. :D

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ALL the other pics are on my FB.. :D

Heart<\3heart Break

Feeling kinda weird lately.. something i havent felt like in SOOO LONNGG!~ basically it feels like shitttt... cant even get a proper sleep... mind juz keeps on thinking and thinking... do you believe in karma? i dont know.. but if wats going on recently is karma.. then i submit to it...

i mean its bad.. reall bad tat if u break a girl's heart.. but breaking her heart twice... ughh.. been living with this fucking.. guilt? i dono wat to call it.. all i know i cant fucking move on!!~ i need to hear it from her.. i need her to scream at me.. hit me.. call it closure but i definitely did not get one.. well cuz 1st time completely disappeared from her life.. made her feel the worst.. 2nd time.. i did way worst.. kinda got okay back with her.. got back with her.. and i go around and screw everything up..

wat did i did? i kinda went out with another girl while being with her.. yeah.. im an ass.. a fucking huge one........................................... maybe i need that closure more than any other.. i need to know how she feels.. i need to know.. sigh...

uhh no idea wat im saying.. i juz typed watever comes to heart and mind.. juz wanna let it out...

DreamMobile

found the most reasonable car that i can ever want more.. i really cant wait for it to come to malaysia.. oh yeah.. i fell in love with a hybrid..

this hybrid.....

malaysia having tax breaks for hyvrid cars so it wud be AWESOME! its a 2 door.. 2 seater.. no back seats..*YESSS!* i dont care if it goes slower than a myvi.. does a myvi looks this good? :D