unrequited love..

Monday.. lets see.. since 4th of november till today.. almost 1 month.. thats how long i didnt touch my ps3.. LOL.. i was so bored.. i didnt know wat to do.. i played FIFA.. yeah.. woke up so damn early ard 11.. then i FIFAed till 2.30.. lifeless much?

DAMN FUCKING LIFELESS LA!.. OMG I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!~.. i shud really go get a girlfriend.. LOL.. I KNOW RIGHT??!!! after FIFA.. i went to play SKYRIM.. i was getting kinda bored with the game.. so i played the main quest line.. and WOW? ITS DAMN SHORT!!!~ about 1 hour? i killed the big bad dragon.. luuulz..

didnt even do anything much at night.. i didnt go out execpt for dinner.. the most random thing is out of nowhere a song popped into my head.. i really dont know where it come from.. its damn old school.. a 2007 song.. A FUCKING AMAZING SONG.. from an AMAZING BAND.. which i manage to watch LIVE! AMAZING GIG!!~

Boys Like Girls - Learning To Fall..


Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.
You sulk until it hurts me.
I don't know why.
The cost of misery is at an all-time high.
I keep it hidden.
Close to the surface, inside.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't get you like I do.
And you don't know why.
You change your clothes and your hair,
but I can't change your mind.
oh, I'm uninvited. So unrequited, now.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Words screaming in my head.
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming.
Watching you and him.
When it should have been.
It should have been me.

Today is the day,
the worst day of my life.

I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.

Whoa, whoa
(I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't wanna know that you know, it should have been me)
(Tell me that you know, it should have been me)

Whoa, whoa
(Don't try this at home, pretend you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me)

Whoa, whoa
(I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't wanna know that you know, it should have been me)
(Tell me that you know, it should have been me)

Whoa, whoa
(Don't try this at home, pretend you don't see)
(I don't wanna know that you know, it should've been me)
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i absolutely love this song.. damn long i didnt listen to it... ahhh good shit!~

Rolling it up!..

1st of.. i am damn bored so i made a new banner.. see top!.. lol.. jus FYI.. its the order of my 1st gundam up to the current one.. XD.. so thats that.. and lets wrap the week up!.. lol..

woots.. 1st monday without class... effing boring.. did nothing except stoning.. STONNING.. pfft.. anyways.. study is sooo boring.. anyways..

Last monday was something different.. finally did it.. =P.. acutally ran.. like RAN.. like 100m? lol.. in uni.... but more on that later.. MAYBE.. :)..

Tuesday.. i dont really remember wat i did on tuesday.. or wat happend on tuesday.. so yeah..

Wednesday was teh LULZ... went for futsal.. well that didnt went well.. actually didnt go well for the past 2 weeks.. hmm.. form down kot.. o well.. then at mamak after said futsal, we were discussing about zach's plan for some "stuff".. LOL.. so i agreed to make him a card for a certain someone.. in return he got me something from a certain someone.. ... dum dee dum... well that went thru so i have to make that card..

Thursday SUX.. no shit IT SUX.. i get to know some stuff which well wont make a person happy.. :( but o well.. it took a turnaround after 1 minute of said information recieved.. LOL.. hmm not so sucky after all.. but stilll sucky..

Friday.. D-Day.. zach's gonna do something special for this girl on her bday at 12am.. so i promised i'd do him a card so i did!.. lol.. the card i did this back in 2006 for someone.. so it was hard trying to remember back.. 4 effing years.. lol.. i did my best..!Basically its a .5mm plastic heart thingy in the middle.. then i cut 4 peices of colour paper into heart shapes and then stick them together.. even have that pocket feature.. lol.. like this..

Took me almost 2 hours to do it.. well i was watching BBT while doing it.. =P.. so thats the pocket thingy.. and then at the back..

O well.. 1st thing after i done it i was like.. "hmm is it me or it looks like an apple?" LOL.. final product is quite heavy cuz of the plastic piece in the middle and its at least half a cm thick.. lol.. can be thrown like a damn shuriken.. wahahah.. anyways the girl said she liked it so... WEEEEEE... =P

Also got this on friday.. this guy selling on LYN forum quite cheap like as in rm160.. abt 30 bucks cheaper and its brand new.. so wat the eff.. swiped it.. XD.. wont start on this till after exam.. cuz i kinda got 2 more in line..

Also on friday.. Got a new belt!.. Dad got it from Thailand.. even still got the damn tag on.. rm100+.. after conversion.. =P..

And i think i've been sheeshaing too much like 3 times in a week.. usually do it like once in 6 months.. getting suckier.. dont feel the kick anymore.. lolz..

Last thing is.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ROCKBAND 3!.. GONNA BE AWESOME!!

Maybe old news but new to me!.. GONNA HAVE EFFING 3 mics! and an EFFING KEYBOARD! WOOHOO... its that or a keytar.. google it.. LOL..

Boys Like Girls released their "Love Drunk" album like wat.. last year november.. i think.. 1st song of their album.. "Heart Heart Heartbreak".. BEST SONG OF THE ALBUM!.. LOL.. been listening to it since their album release and this week they released the video for it.. cant embed cuz dont have the code.. so here's the link.. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOb2g7jCFNg

so thats about that.. and time to cont study.. pffft... managerial comm.. and ob.. efffing same subject.. sigh..