my crossroad..

Been thinking alot lately.. thanks to that sleep hours have been shorten.. ALOT!.. even when i'm awake i'd be thinking.. stuff like..

"what's she's doing?"
"how's she's doing?"
"is she smiling?"

all the songs i'm listening also kinda like "all the songs in the world is singing out u" songs.. so yeah.. it makes it harder but yeah.. i dont know how long more this MASK can hold up.. cuz i wanna let u know.. but i dont wanna change things.. so i'm at a crossroad.. hmmm

What am i do to? shud i take an exit on ur freeway? or juz continue down this path which has the dimmest light at the end of it?.. i'm stuck... gasping for air.. drowning in thoughts of u..

like the saying goes.. "If u love something, set it free.." but there's another line which everyone leaves out..

"If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours.."