I dont understand. I really dont understand. How can someone be like this. You were never this secretive before. Anything also you will tell me.
Remember what you said? "I know you will sad but I will tell you." Yeah I remember. I trust you cause you dont hide anything from me. You tell me everything.
But in this two months, its been hell for me. You're being very secretive. Not telling me things. I feel so lost. I know I can be clingy at times. But if you tell me, you think I'd ask so much? Its the not knowing that is killing me. The things i have to guess or overthink. Its so hard. I dont even know whats going on.
It kills me. To see you got more interest to talk to someone else than me. I thought I'll always be the first to know. Guess I was wrong. Obviously I'm not your top priority anymore.
It feels to me, the things I do for you is so easily forgettable. Suddenly I'm not included in your plans. Im like excluded. Shoot me then.
