eaten up..

Sunday was quite boring.. woke up.. then went for lunch.. came back.. played Skyrim till 6.. back of my head telling me to studyyyyy... but all i did was playyyyyyyyy... sigh.. dinner was even depressing.. its been so long since my family actually sat and eat dinner.. today my mom had some function and my dad had something to do.. ended up eating at suku.. again.. like yesterday.. sigh..

something is going on which i think i know but i dont wanna accept or believe it.. sigh.. this thing is gonna make me kill someone very soon.. the complaints.. the rants.. the sadness.. its driving me to hate...